I have become very concerned for you. Seriously, I am very concerned for you.
Why? I believe it is the way you are acting tonight, like you know some
impendent danger that is near. That somehow you know that something is going to
happen to us, and that we both are not going to see each other for a very long
time.
This thought scares me, but then again if something like that does happen; I
have to hope for the best. That no matter what, you and I will still be here
tomorrow.
By the prickle of my thumbs
Something wicked this way comes
--Macbeth
Anyone else like that? I do...its so creepy and cool at the same time.
I've been wishing for something for a very long time. I've been wishing
for some sort of affection lately. Any type of sign that someone out there
cares. I had that for a while today. Val kept hugging me for giving
her a great present, and it felt good. Made me think of her. Made me think
of my grandmother. Made me think of my abuelita. Made me think of
Tiffy.
I miss you. It's not enough that I get to see you on Saturday, I need
to see you now. Yes, now.
*sigh*