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Am I just a fool? No, seriously. Am I just a fool? I feel like crying...thats my random thought for this entry. I seriously feel like crying because I feel like a fool. I haven't gotten an answer. I've been refused an answer. At least, that is what it seems to me. I hated calling last night, and getting dicked around. First I get "You got the wrong number" type of answer, then I get a "She just left a second ago. I'll tell her you called." type of message. I felt like I was being neglected then, and I feel neglected now. I feel like a fool. And I don't think anything can change that. And I am probably going to cry. She got the message, and its important, why cant she call me and talk about it? Why is she putting it off? Why is she leaving me hanging? Why am I feeling this way over a girl who I may or may not be in a relationship with? Why do I put everyone ahead of myself? Why do I feel so shitty when people dont prioritize the way I do? Why am I so upset? Because, I truly care for her, and she doesnt know it.
Dave
Matthews Band + Jason Mraz
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